in the most innocent way possible:
taking off your shoes in my bedroom,
climbing under the sheets and watching
whatever’s in my Netflix queue,
barely even touching
as we talk about our days until we
fall asleep with our
clothes still on.
But another, hungrier part of me
wants you unbuttoning your shirt
before you’re completely through my door,
falling onto my bed, and
scrambling to make your fingers
unbutton my shirt faster
Your mouth shaking out
my name the entire time."
Today I was abnormally sad because of reasons and I called him and cried and cried and cried and I just wasn’t strong today but he told me he misses me and that made me feel less alone. My friends at school won’t even look at me, I just don’t have anyone to go to. What do you do when your best friend leaves? Who do you go to when you need to talk about him?